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Hey everyone, long time no see.
My birthday just passed, thanks to everyone who wished me a birthday.

Now time for the actual stuff,
I've been in and out of the hospital still, cept this time I'm not allowed back home or school.
I'm currently staying in a shelter and filling out paperwork for social assistance, housing, ect, ect.
It's rather surprising that this is how I started my 18th year.
Honestly I didn't even think I'll live to even 18.

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I struggle with depression, self harm, anxiety, trauma, psychosis and personality disorders for as long as I could remember, --and mind you I don't remember much.

It's not so much as my parents kicked me out or won't let me back in, it's more that my doctor and all my supports aren't willing to let me go home. My home is really chaotic and very unstable place, for me to move on and live outside of the trauma this was the only option.

My friends have started a housing fund for me until my social assistance comes so I can pay initial fees and first month rent.
www.gofundme.com/rngv82a
I'm not a big fan of asking others for money but until I get most things settled and get my welfare money I do need the help. I'll draw something small for people if anyone wishes.

This is also a PSA of sorts that mental health is really a deal.
Sure it's hard to continue school with a health condition but one rarely suspects that a health problem that is unnoticeable is the reason life collapses.

It's rather hypocritical that I was this is the way to get better yet my mind wants me dead. Or you know, reducing stigma while I'm here writing a journal "seeking attention" everything is rather controversial.

I'm on a bunch of meds for my anxiety as its the most severe and the root of a lot of problems and I'll probably be on more, but in whatever right mind I have, I hope it'll take a direction in the right way.

All this being said, I hope everyone out there will take care and treat themselves nicely and watch out of triggers. If you need advice or help, don't hesitate to contact crisis supports, friends, or anyone you can reach out to. Don't suffer it through and hope for the best, cause I'll guarantee it'll end up badly or in the hospital.
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Hello everyone, I'm alive.
This is quite a long update for my inactivity, and some of the subjects I'll be talking about are quite heavy so be warned.

First things first, I hope I'll be drawing a lot more once I get back into the loop of it, and Anime North is right around the corner.

I've been discharged from the hospital for about a week now, it's still a bit hard to get back into things with the world. Some may or may not know, I suffer from GAD (general anxiety disorder), PTSD (post traumatic stress disorder), some mood and psychosis disorders as well. Anyway just my GAD and PTSD was bad enough to send me to the emergency and I got hospitalized shortly after that.

I'm not quite sure how long it'll take but once I get used to a daily life again I'll be able to draw more and hopefully be more active! (Man I don't even know what fandoms or shows are even on right now QQ)
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I'm not the most active person on here lol
I'm quite active on these though!

instagram.com/karinadelechan/
twitter.com/karinadelechan (Send me a request and I'll approve it)
schizo.tuna.be/ (recently started a blog again too!)

If you have a tuna.be too, feel free to share!
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I'm opening sketck commissions!
Note if you want one!
300:points: for single character
400:points: for 2 character!
Scanned black and white, 300dpi 8.5 x 11



They'll be at least waist up - full body
I'm willing to do draw less for less points too! Talk to me about it!

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got tagged by ab0509!

Rules (i fuked rules up)

1. - You must posts these rules.
2. - Each person has to share 10 things about them
3. - Answer the 10 questions asked to you and invent 10 questions the people you tag will have to answer.
4. - Choose 10 people and put their icons on your journal
5. - Go to their page to inform them they are tagged
6. - Not something like " you are tagged if you read that"
7. - You have to legitimately tag 10 people
8. - No tag-backs
9. - You can't say that you don't do tags.
10. - YOU MUST MAKE A JOURNAL ENTRY. NO COMMENTS. Unless you're commenting about the actual entry

Random facts:

1. I like traditional things (art, clothing, music everything)
2. I have a weak stomach but I still eat whatever I like (im gonna die i s2g)
3. I really love Miku and Visual Kei
4. My closet is all black cept cosplay
5. I love my phone honestly (AMOLED display, gorilla glass, touchless display, uwwaahhhhhh Q//v//Q)
6. I'm really dumb academically
7. I can't draw digitally (it's a struggle)
8. I like to carry stuff (boxes and things)
9. I almost got kicked outta school
10. I'm a klutz

Questions for me:

1. What is your all-time-favorite movie?

i cANT THINK OF ANY SOB (madoka ?????? maybe?)

2. What is the first rule of Fight Club?

don't talk about the damn club yo

3. Do you like video games?

Sometimes ???
I dont play anything mainstream and only like unknown ps1 games lol

4. What do you like drawing most?

g-girls.....
really pretty girls....
or boobs............
........
...

5. What type of shampoo do you use?

Tresemme color revitalize....it was cheap....
unless i'm at school
then i use super nice ones....

6. Do you prefer speaking on the phone or texting?

texting.... either's fine i guess, im a wreck either way

7. Can you speak other languages?

yeah uh chinese french and ?? japanese kinda??
heck im just forgetting all these languages

8. Do you drink soda?

yeah just diet coke usually... or icedtea...

9. Are you left handed or right handed?

im
im both............ ... . . . ...
i usually draw with left tho and colour with both (traditional)
they dont make ambidextrous tablets nor will i afford it lmao

10. What is your favorite type of bird?

c-canary...?
canary...

My questions:
How are you
What are you reading right now
Shuffle your music, if the first song something you'd skip or listen
On a scale of 1-10 how tired are you
Do you draw trad or digi
If you ever lost your hands what would you do
what Fandoms are you in.... or just like...
what would you die for
Explain a colour theory rule


I tag uhh: .........anyone who wants to do this .......... .........
rainy, ven, yuri, lyn, clau, shan ???? idk ?? ???

legit my arse lel

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